Rest In Peace

Today is a sad day for me. Someone dearest to me, someone I've known for six years someone called TI passed on. It was a shocker to me as he was fine few days back. More than fine, he was up and running and brought joy to all who knew him. It was a great loss and I am sorry that I could not be by his side when he passed on as his death was so sudden and unexpected. I didn't know this would happen to him but that is life. We will expire someday. Some sooner, some later but no one escapes it.

There was something about TI when I first met him. He had such allure to him that just captivated me and it made me want to know him more. I got to know him. We clicked immediately the first we
met. He wasn't much of a talker but he has his ways to entertain me when I'm down or just for the sake of entertaining me and he does it soo well too. Never fails but always a perfect act. I think many who knew him knows that he was one of the best of his time. He is soo good that he lasted till now where everything changes in a split second but yet he rode the tide of time till now. He hanged on to everything that he had but in the end, time did cought on to him and there his life ended.

Such a sad sad day. Let us all give a moment of silence to TI for he has passed on. Ah how I'll miss him till the day I too will return to the maker.

Here's a picture of him for us all to remember him by. Goodbye my friend. You've been such a great friend and you'll be mis
sed. This is TI4200SE 128MB. Even though it wasn't top-end of graphics card but it was definately one of the best.

-Live Long & Prosper

Happy Two Months Anniversary

Two is such a nice number and has such significant meaning in our daily life. Many things can only function when there's two say like a pair of chopsticks, you can only clap your hands with two hands, we have two hands, two legs, two ears, two eyes, two testis and many other two things we have. As like the Chinese saying "Good things come in pairs".

It was on this date, two months ago I finally stole my baby's heart. Back then he was still in Shah Alam and I was still on holiday. We would talk on the phone everyday after our first date. Time sure flies. To think it was almost three months ago that we had our first date. Ah such fond memories when we were together and hopefully more fond memories to come.

Happy Two Months Baby~~~

Funny how there's such thing as One Month Anniversary or Two Months Anniversarry while the meaning of anniversary is the date on which an event occurred in some previous year. Heheheh. Oh well.

-Live Long & Prosper

Worrisome Soul & A Broken Promise

I don't even know where to start or how to start writing this post. My thoughts and emotions are still very messy in my mind. I guess I'll just write this. I can't say its not personal cause its every bit personal.

It all started when my baby went out to eat supper with a friend of ours. In fact, the whole day I was feeling as though something bad was on the horizon but I couldn't tell what it was. Not to mention for a week now that I feel the fear of losing my baby. At the spur of the moment, it didn't make any sense, till when my baby went out for supper with a friend of ours in Sunway.

After supper, out of the blue, they were near Liquid and my baby asked if they could go and have a look since our friend hasn't been there for a long time now. I said yes but I felt as though the answer was forced out of my finger smsing him. I said it unwillingly and from then on, it was a restless night for me. Paranoia settled in, I couldn't concentrate to do anything and I was worried... Worried bad things may happen or regretful things may happen to my baby.

So where does the broken promise in the title comes in? Well Our friend promised that we as in me, Mc Dave and him will go to Liquid TOGETHER. As you can see, that was not the case. There are very few things that I despise and this happened to be one of them. Am I to say no to Mc Dave when he asked? I could but I didn't cause my baby is free to do anything he wishes. But bottomline is that the promise which was made was broken when our friend suggested to go.

One very curious thing though, how did they end up near Liquid when my baby lives near Bangsar? Isn't Bangsar in between of the two places? Forgive my rudeness here but who in their rat's ass mind would bring or even consider to bring MY BF to a gay club?! Especially considering that I have not been there myself and that the promise was to go TOGETHER...

Once a promise is made, you honour it even though it'll cost you your life. You're better off dead than to break a promise.

Oh gosh... I sound like a psycho and paranoid BF but hey, I'm looking out for my relationship with my BF and me. I trust him with all my heart but others can hardly be trusted. What can I say, its a vicious world out there. I don't know what is your purpose to bring him there in the first place without me. I don't know your intentions. I'm trying to protect us so I can't help but feel threaten and paranoid.

This would be my second outbreak of emotions but first at being a paranoid. Guess this is what love can do to a person. Sigh. Nothing is simple is there...

-Live Long & Prosper


Today is my first time using a Pore Pack. Took me ages before I finally remember to get them from Watson but I got them today. Nothing much to it really. Easy to use and foolproof. Nothing could go wrong and it didn't.

Step 1:
Wet nose throughly.

Step 2:
Remove plastic liner.

Step 3:
Apply to nose area.

Step 4:
Wait till it dries.

Step 5:
Slowly peel it off.

See simple. I'm gonna use it every three days or so or I'll just use it when I use my scrub face wash. Love to use it and my nose is all nice and smooth except for one thing. I was curious to see what the strip pulled out and it was terrifying. It looked like some alien plants sticking on the strip and it looked... Ewwwwwwwww... Freakish is what it is... Those thing accumulate in my NOSE?! Freaking hell. No wonder pimples can grow there... I don't wanna think more of it... Just do it and throw it away... Sigh. Such trauma...

-Live Long & Prosper


你的心情总在飞 什么事都想去追 想抓住一些安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊 你最害怕孤单的滋味

你的心那么脆 一碰就会碎 经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪 你最害怕每天的天黑

但是天总会黑 人总要离别 谁也不能永远陪谁

而孤单的滋味 谁都要面对 不只是你我会感觉到疲惫

当你孤单你会想起谁 你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲 只有我能体会 让我再陪你走一回

你的心情总在飞 什么事都想去追 想抓住一些安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊 你最害怕孤单的滋味

你的心那么脆 一碰就会碎 经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪 你最害怕每天的天黑

但是天总会黑 人总要离别 谁也不能永远陪谁

而孤单的滋味 谁都要面对 不只是你我会感觉到疲惫

当你孤单你会想起谁 你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲 只有我能体会 让我再陪你走一回
当你孤单你会想起谁 你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲 只有我能体会 让我再陪你走一回
你的快乐伤悲 只有我能体会 让我再陪你走一回

Sitting here in my room alone listening to this song again and again. I remember vividly when my baby sang this song during our karaoke session a month back. I only found this MP3 recently and its such a lovely and meaningful song. Everytime I listen to this song, I remember my baby sang it. The voice, the manner of which he sang the song. How he looked at me when singing this song though back then I didn't know what the song meant.

One of the most memorable memory to keep me company when I'm alone and feeling lonely...

-Live Long & Prosper

Wise Words

FLS came up with some wise ass words:

Confucious says,

He who sleeps with itchy bottom will wake up with smelly fingers.

-Live Long & Prosper

The Adventures of Rat Rat and Teddy (Part Duex)

Rat rat and Teddy had a very early start of the day. Woke up at 7.30 AM despite testing the dvds at night till the early hours of the morning. Poor Rat Rat and Teddy for not having enough sleep but what to do. Woke up early to prepare for today's eating activities. Yum yum. Chinese people are known for having their meals early so they had to rush to the Dim Sum place located opposite of KDU Penang from Batu Ferringgi.

When they arrived there at about 9.30AM, it was packed with people everywhere. Loads of them standing any preying over tables where people were finishing their sumptuous breakfast. Rat Rat and Teddy had to do the same. Scouting around the huge place looking for signs of empty table. But once they managed to get seats, it was paradise of dim sum. There were soo many variety of food that they never seen before and the taste of each food imprinted permanently in their mind. They had Chrysanthemum tea for drinks, tonnes of dim sum like Ha Kau, Chee Cheong Fun, Lo Bak Ko, Sui Kao, Taufu, Char Tao Kui and etc and egg tarts for dessert. They were soo full by the end of the whole ordeal and could barely walk much less stay awake for the rest of the day.

After that, they headed to Bukit Jambul for a Malay engagement ceremony. Pity they spent most of the time sleeping while the ceremony was going on. Too tired and too full but still had to wake up and eat lunch even though they were filled to the throat. The food was yummy too. Typical Malay food like nasi minyak (translated as Oil Rice.), chicken and stuff with a different dessert, Payasum. Yummy. Poor Rat Rat and Teddy came back fat fat. :P I still love you all. *hug hug

With Rat Rat and Teddy all stocked up with enough food in them to run a marathon to Singapore and back, they finally bid Penang goodbye.

-Live Long & Prosper

The Adventures of Rat Rat and Teddy (Part Uno)

Rat rat and Teddy boldly went to where no rat and bear has gone before. They went to a place north of Notroh woods and into the land of food. They travelled through jungle under the scorching sun, hitchhiked with strangers that would kinapped them and sell them to brothels and journeyed by foot in the dangerous roads of Penang where crazy drivers seemed to rule the streets. Yes, they went to Penang.

Penang or also known as The Island of The Pearl (though Rat Rat and Teddy were very disappointed coming back to campus poor, fat and no pearls.), is famous for scrumptious, delicious, things that make you super fat food and the price is to die for. The food there is soo freaking cheap and Rat Rat and Teddy ate till they dropped and super sized. Penang is a nice place except the drivers who are really crazy and they had soo many near misses while they were there. Thank goodness they returned unharm.

First stop was Gurney Plaza where Rat Rat and Teddy did a little shopping. They got me a bottle of Oceanus Body Lotion from Bodyshop. I just love Oceanus so sweet of them to get me a bottle. Now I can sniff sniff myself and be reminded of my baby. Thanks
Rat Rat and Teddy. *kiss kiss

Then it was off for makan session in Batu Ferringgi. The roads there are very curvy. Poor
Rat Rat and Teddy almost got motion sickness from the drive there. Luckily they were fine when they finally arrived. They had Char Koew Tiao, some sort of dessert with ginko seeds and popiah with crabmeat on it at a hawker center. Yum yum. They didn't waste anytime gulping the food.

Then they did more shopping at the night market nearby the hawker center. The dvds there are super cheap. Its RM4.00 per dvd and Rat Rat and Teddy got discounts from a guy. He gave them RM3.00 per dvd. Woot woot. Great buy. They got me Queer As Folk Season V~~~ The season finally. Oh I love Rat Rat and Teddy soo much. They also got a headband for Mc Dave's sister and got me and Mc Dave a very nice photo album for us to put pics of us two. Awwww. So sweet...

After all that walking, dodging stomping feet of tourists (especially ninjas from the Middle East) and mad traffic, they called it a night and rested in a clinic in Batu Ferringgi itself. Its got a small house attached next to the clinic. The place is made of wood so its like a village home, very nice and cosy too.

-Live Long & Prosper

Sim City Rush Hour


Did I tell you that Sim City is super addictive? I can't seem to stop playing the game till I really have to sleep. I think Sim City. I sleep Sim City. I love this game soo much. There's soo much options available to me and I can do whatever I want with my city. Perhaps our goverment should have a go at Sim City to improve things in our country eh?

That's all from me for now folks. Back to my city named Caprica.

-Live Long & Prosper

A Sudden Craving

More proof that I'm going mental... I had a sudden craving of playing Sim City. Heheh I have no idea why but yea Sim City. I spent so much time searching it high and low and finally I got my hands on a copy of it together with the expansion pack Sim City Rush Hour. Heheheh can't wait to install it into my computer.

My baby is on his way back to KL now. I'm soo happy since he was out of coverage for several days in Tioman. Poor baby hurt his hand while going snorkeling. I thought snorkeling is like a safe activity to engage in while going on a holiday. Heheheh. He kinda hit his hand on some part of the boat while jumping into the sea. Baby baby... Why la you jump into the sea instead of going down the steps?

Anyhow, classes were rather boring today... Couldn't pay much attention to what the lecturer was bla bla ing about. So my skanky mind wondered around Mc Dave. Hehehe. Much pleasant thoughts compared to boring equations or this theory, that theory. Can't help it that I miss my baby and the time we spent together. Three more weeks before we get to meet each other again.

-Live Long & Prosper

Rain Rain Cold Cold

Heheheh. What am I doing in my room at this hour and not attending my class? To enjoy the weather of course. Heheheh. Its soo nice and cold cause its like hurrican going on out there. It hasn't rained like this in a long time and usually its just freaking scorching hot. I wonder who did the rain dance...

Today my baby is going island hopping. So fun. I wanna go island hopping with him too. Too bad the won't be coverage there therefore no connection with my baby~~~ Nooo... Oh well, hungging rat rat will have to do now in the cold weather. *snuggle snuggle Oh and my baby is going to wear is new swimwear. I don't remember the details well but its blue. I wanna see my baby in it... I'm gonna get a white trunks since I don't have them and they are just oh soo sexy and revealing. Heheh, I know, skanky. :P

Started watching a new anime that I've seen being shared in my campus for a long time now. Its called XXX Holic. Heheh. It sounded like a porn movie more than an anime title. Don't really like the drawing style much but the storyline is rather interesting. Its about supernatural stuff and a little magic in it too. Something about spirits, divination and the like.

-Live Long & Prosper


You Are a Chimera

You are very outgoing and well connected to many people.
Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others.
You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others.
You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions.

Your Blogging Type is Kind and Harmonious

You're an approachable blogger who tends to have many online friends.
People new to your blogging circle know they can count on you for support.
You tend to mediate fighting and drama. You set a cooperative tone.
You have a great eye for design - and your blog tends to be the best looking on the block!

Missing My Baby

My baby is leaving for Tioman from KL with his friends right at this moment. He's taking the bus from Pudu to somewhere and getting on a boat to Tioman. I wish I could follow him there and I'm sure it'll be really romantic and fun to go there with him. We're yet to go for a holiday trip together but we are planning to go to Bukit Tinggi when my mid semester break comes. I can't wait.

It sucks not being able with my baby... Him being in KL and me here. Going back to KL every weekend would be too expensive and tiring for me. Not to mention I have my project to do. Sucks sucks sucks... Now that he's in Tioman its a little worst cause DIGI don't have coverage there.

All I can do now is hope that I'll get my internship in KL. That way I can spend my eight months in KL with him. I'm not sure if I wanna stay at home with my parents or rent a room. If I stay home, he can't stayover at my place often or else parents would think something is up or have they been thinking something is up between us? I wonder. Whatever the case, do or die, I'm getting an internship placement in KL. My baby took a huge leap by shifting to Bangsar to be closer to me and now its my turn to make the effort to be close with my baby.

Meanwhile, I'm gonna have to settle with hugging rat rat and Teddy. *hug hug They're soo adorable and cute. *cuddle cuddle And they look soo funny together on my bed. *kiss kiss Love playing with them too. *play play rat rat They keep me company all the time. *love love

Yes I've gone mental...

-Live Long & Prosper


Last night's installation was a blast~~~ It was hectic at first but as the night went on, everything was going on as planned. Most of it that is. Though I didn't get to eat much cause I was practically running here and there ensuring that everyone was happy and enjoying the event. Huhuhhu but no worries. Get to lose more weight. Heheheh.

The weekend was not over for me yet. My club brought 15 orphans to Tambun Lost World. Tambun Lost World is like a micro mini version of Sunway Lagoon and I do mean micro mini. Its freakishly small... Can't complain much. We were afterall there for the kids. They had loads of fun there and dragged me everywhere they wanna go and what they wanna play. Pity there wasn't any delicious eye candy to look at. Don't worry baby, no one can woo me away from you.

Pity I didn't have any sunblock... I'm now suffering from sunburn... I'm so freaking dark now like hundred of shades darker... Me like when me was fairer... Waaa. I'm going to shed like a snake... Skin flakes here, skin flakes there. Ewwww... Not to mention my skin feels like its constantly boiling or something and every touch is amplified a million times... Pain pain pain...

After this, I'll be able to have more time to myself and my studies. No more buzzing here and there so much. I need to unwind and relax... Need to pamper myself in a spa or something but got no cash for it... *sob sob

-Live Long & Prosper

Tonight's The Night

Installation night tonight~~~

The big day~~~

Show time~~~

All eyes on tonights event to withness the new board of directors will be installed. There'll be lots of food and drinks around. Tonnes of prizes to be won and tonnes of money to be scamed from people who are coming. :P

Hope everything goes as planned tonight. The show must go on.

-Live Long & Prosper

I'm Dying of Tiredness

Ah finally one more day to go till my installation. Its going to be almost a month of me buzzing here and there to get things done for the event. Its gonna be huge this time with 280 people attending it. We're hoping to make some profit to fund raise our club. Lets just say my club isn't the riches club in the whole of Malaysia and its time to add another figure into the checkbooks.

Aaaaaaa... I haven't done any academic related work since the semester started... I haven't gotten my books yet either... Dem it. Its already third week and I'm soo busy with my installation work and I'll be too tired to do anything else later in the day. I hope after this installation, things will be less busy.

When to pasar malam for the first time this semester near my campus with all my galfriends. I love the pasar malam here cause there's lots of yummy food. I had apam and it was super nice, super crispy and super corny with a little more corns than before. Ordered special chicken burger as my main meal and tou fu fa as my dessert. Ahhhh. Yum yum.

-Live Long & Prosper

Uh... Ah... Eh...

This is rather embarrassing... I forgot what to blog... Need to find where my brain went...

Tee hee...

Oh well. Perhaps something will popup tomorrow. :P

Till then.

-Live Long & Prosper


Recently I discovered a new found addiction. Its fried cempedak~~~ Soo de sedap man. I'm soo hooked on it but its bloody fattening... I can't stop myself for eating it once I have a bite. Its like eating peanut. Once you start, you'll not stop until the whole packet is gone.




Must have more...


-Live Long & Prosper

Cereal Madness

OMG. I love my cereals~~~ I didn't have the time to get my cereals when I was back in KL. Wanted my parents to get them for me but oh well. Today I was in JJ so I bought two boxes of cereals. One is Honey Nut Shredded Wheat and the other is Honey Bunches of Oats with Strawberries. Yummy. I'm obsess with cereals~~~ I love Post cereals.

That's all for today. I can't think nor do I want to think at this moment. My brain is exhausted from the meeting I just had. Time for cereals. :P

-Live Long & Prosper

Contacts Lenses

Mc Dave gave me a pair of contact lenses when he was sleeping over at my place. So I tried it today for a day. It was suprisingly easy for me to put them on compared to the last time I tried, took me like ages but this time took me less than 10 minutes. Heheh. So proud of meself and I love wearing them cause I feel free without anything blocking my view. I only wish that I can wear coloured contacts... When it was time to take my contacts out, it took a little bit of effort but I managed. Takes some time for me to get used to it I guess.

Oh I'm so tired.... I wanna sleep for a day and not be disturbed by anyone, save my baby. I need to go to a spa or some pampering center with my baby to unwind and destress. Every night I have meetings. My Engineering Team Project meeting and my installation meeting... I NEED A BREAK~~~

-Live Long & Prosper

Back In Campus

After spending two nights and three days with my baby, it was time to go back to campus... If only we can stay together longer or better still, just don't have to go back to campus at all. If only... Anyhow, I followed my baby to work today just to spend the last few hours with him even though he was working. I like to observe him while he's working. A totally different side of him emerges. Ah, I miss him soo much already...

Again I slept throughout the journey back. I was soo tired and I just slept while hugging rat rat. :P I love rat rat. I arrived at campus at about 4.00 PM and started writing entries for the previous days. Then I had meetings to attend, this, that, this and that... Arrrg... Soo many things to do. Geeez. I can't even take a breather. Busy, busy, busy buzzing here and there. Did some washing too. Hehhee. I bought two pairs of g-strings from Renoma, one black and one white. Love it soo much cause its soo skanky and soo me. :P

Apparently, my suprise visit to my baby's branch caused some sort of commotion in his branch. They were having inquisition session on Mc Dave and his "kai mei" about me and Mc Dave. Hmmm... Poor baby had to endure such thing and totally ruined his day. For now the questions sound like they are curious about me, not curious about me and Mc Dave. Phew for my baby but I think they may suspect something about us.

Off I go to do more unpacking and sleeping...

-Live Long & Prosper

101 Stories

Another busy day for me... My schedule for the day was packed back to back but waking up to my baby was a great start of the day... Felt his body warmth and listened to his heartbeats was the best thing ever. Two nude men in bed cuddling each other and snuggling under a blanket in a chilly morning. I'm soo happy when I have my baby with me. Love you baby.

Mom bought us both two huge ass wantan mee. A packet of that wantan mee was like the equivalent of two packets of normal wantan mee. Its super HUGE... Mc Dave and I couldn't finish it. Heheheh. Yummy yum yum. We kinda had to rush this morning cause we were taking too much time getting out of bed and we had to be in KLCC by 12.30 for the gathering in Chilies. I have to break my post into several parts cause too many things had happened today. Basically, first destination was KLCC then Mid Valley. That is the general story guide.

Story #1
In the car enroute to LRT station

The purpose of me coming back to KL, besides seeing my baby, was to attend a dinner or so I thought it was dinner. I made a few calls and I found out that it was suppose to be high-tea. I was totally fucked... I couldn't make it. Holiday Villa, Subang was like a two hours journey from my place and no way can I make it on time. Not to mention I was wearing a pink, round neck shirt with the word "FABULOUS" printed with my jeans. No way was I going to a function with that attire... Plus it clashed with the gathering my baby had planned. So my President made a call to the organizers and they said its alright. I didn't have to pay for it too. Phew... Saved RM50.00 there.

Story #2
LRT station

We were in the LRT station at my place and saw this prepaid counter. We were looking for DIGI prepaid starter pack since its super cheap to contact each other. So we asked the sales person for the list of 016 numbers and we looked through it. We saw the number we liked and asked for it. At the same time, I saw an RM10.00 note on the counter. I had no idea whose it was but continue asking the sales person some questions about the prepaid. We requested for the number and she just took the note on the counter and asked us if we had 50 cents. I passed it to her and Mc Dave took the change. Hmmm. Free number~~~

Story #3
Chilies, KLCC

It was super fun meeting almost everyone again. 10 of us were there chatting, laughing, eating and bitching away. Not to mention two bday boys~~~ Happy Bday again Leggie and Xavier~~~ I hope you two had fun celebrating your bdays with us. :) I had the Exploding something something salad and it was super nice but super huge. Luckily I was sharing it with my baby or else it would all go to waste. Not to mention I still had this morning's wantan mee in me. I suddenly feel fat... Ah good food before I head back to campus where I can control my food better, mostly because the food sucks here...

Story #4
Mid Valley's Loo

My first encounter in any public loo. There were five urinals so I took the forth from the left and there was a guy at the second urinal. As I was doing my stuff, I had a sudden feeling that I was being watched by the guy at the second urinal but I didn't care. Then it occured to me that that guy has been at the urinal for a suspecious amount of time now but again I didn't care. Then an uncle came and took the fifth urinal. He was also looking at me doing my stuff... Hmmm... But luckily I was almost done. So I finished up and glanced at the uncle, he was smiling at me... I just turned to my left and I saw an erected penis... It was very obvious he was stroking his penis there while looking at me urinating and the uncle on my right was enjoying the show, me and the second urinal guy... Freaky~~~ I joined my baby at the sink and he told me that the uncle was staring at me the entire time I was there... When we were done there, we went out but the uncle somewhat followed us. My baby was hugging me and we saw the uncle went another way... We had no idea where the second urinal guy went. Sure was an interesting experience...

-Live Long & Prosper

Heart-Attack #2

I skipped a class today cause I really couldn't pay attention to anything the lecturer was yapping about. The same goes for my friends so we decided to skip the last class and headed for KL. Hehhee. So we left at about 11.00 AM. Nothing much happened throughout the journey cause I was sound asleep with rat rat on me and KKK was playing with Teddy while accompanying FLS, the driver. :P Three hours later, we arrived in KL~~~

The first place I went was back home to unload, refresh and rest. It was about 3.00 PM then and I left my home at 4.00 PM to meet ND for coffee in KLCC. We spent our entire time in Coffee Bean chatting and bitching away till it was dinner time. I had a sudden craving for banana leaf rice and sugested Nirwana in Bangsar. I planned to go to Bangsar to shock Mc Dave so why not have dinner there too. They have the best banana leaf rice I've tasted so far. She made a few calls to her BF and her friend and off we went to Bangsar.

My mad friends somewhat persuaded me to get flower cause it'll be super romantic and super sweet and super bla bla bla. You know how girls can be. ND forced her BF to stop in front of Bangsar Village and accompanied me to go to the florist... Got a red rose. A nice red rose but pity no smell of a rose. Then we went round and round looking for parking. Bloody hellish to look for parking there. Managed to get one tight spot and we marched to Mc Dave's branch.

Heheheh. I wasn't actually sure if it was the right shop when we arrived... I was seriously hoping it was cause the shop didn't have anyone except one person. So I called him and as he was walking out of a room, he saw me and immediately turned back into the room. Heheheh. He always does that when I suprise him. Heheheh. Two other girls came out of the room and as I was walking into the shop, all the three girls stared at me like some hungry lions ready to eat me up. Guess I found out the reason not many customers come to this branch... Later I found out from Mc Dave, it was the rose that was sticking out of my bag that caught their attention. Hoping that I was their knight in shinning armor. Bah. Sorry girls, I'm a knight in shinning armor for someone else.

But yea, Mc Dave was, in every sense of the word, SUPRISED. Heheheh. I love to give suprises to my baby. Love to see his reactions. I had another suprise to present to him. I bought a Snoopy piggybank cause he's soo obsess with Snoopy. Hehhe. I gave him that during dinner as well and heheheh, gotta love the reaction too. Heheheh. Love you baby.

After dinner, I followed him back to his hostel and I was feeling rather sorry that my baby has to stay in this hostel... It was three rooms apartment and his room has three people staying in there. It doesn't have any space for furnitures except one single bed and a double decker bed. The ceiling fan is broken since who knows when and my baby is sleeping on the top bed... Imagine how hot it must be... Poor baby... The sacrifices he has to make to be closer to me...

Our final destination for the day was my home~~~ A place more cosy and comfy for my baby. Super exhausted but happy that I finally got to see my baby. My baby gave me a pair of one month contact lenses for me to try. I'm happy for that eventhough I wish it was coloured. I can't wear coloured lenses cause of my astigmatism. Oh well. We chatted, kissed, hugged and cuddled throughout the night. The rest of the activites, I'm sure you can figure that out. :P

-Live Long & Prosper

Home Here I Come

In a few hours time, I'm going home~~~ Finally I get to see my beloved baby. How I miss my baby. I have been really miserable this week cause I miss him soo much. I didn't have this sort of feeling before with my previous relationship. Its such an intense feeling that even I can't shove it where the sun don't shine... Not even being super busy throughout the whole week kept my thoughts away from him.

Soo many appointment I have when I go back... Sigh... Soo busy... But good busy. I'll leave my campus tomorrow at 11.00 AM and arrive KL after lunch I guess. Gonna go back and unload then go out again to meet my friends. I have to meet her this time or else I can't meet her for another half a year or so. Then Mc Dave is coming to stayover at my place~~~ Yea~~~ Miss sleeping, hugging and kissing my baby. Looking forward to that.

Sat will be lunch meeting with bloggers~~~ Not sure who's coming cause my baby is the one planning the event. Looking forward to that as well. Then at night, we'll attend an installation dinner in Holiday Villa, Subang. See, practically rushing from one end of the city to another. I want my ISqueez~~~ I wonder if we can go to Liquid that night. Hmmm... See if we got the energy for it or we'll allocate that energy elsewhere. Heheheh. I think elsewhere. :P

I'll be heading back to campus on Sunday since I got work to do. Last minute work that popped up. I hate last minute notice work like this Sat actually is my internship briefing but they only told us early this week. The venue is not even confirmed yet... Stupid campus management...

-Live Long & Prosper

My Lovely Baby

I couldn't concentrate the whole day... I kept thinking of my baby cause I'm going back this weekend and I get to see him. Oh how I miss my baby soo much... I kept thinking of what we should do, where we should go, who are we meeting and of course the skanky stuff. I'm soo deprived of sex... I get buildup of sex tension very easily and wanking ain't fun no more... :(

Anyhow, I kept smsing him and calling him just to listen to his voice. There's something about his voice that makes me all warm and fuzzy. I really do miss him being by my side, talking to him, hugging him and kissing him. I guess technology does help but only to a certain extend... Being next to him still is the best way of enjoying his company, listening to his voice, hear his heartbeats and smell his scent.

As we were messaging, we were discussing some problems that he has and I offered to help. Perhaps its the age or some other factor that he kinda shy to accept my help. For some reason, I replied to him with:
For richer or for poorer,
In sickness and in health,
Till death do us part.
Yes, its the wedding vow but I used it to tell him that I am there when he needs me and I know that he's there when I need him. OMG... We're soo married... With the things that's been going on between him and my parents... We're soo maried... I'm not complaining though. I love him soo much. Dedicate this song to my baby. This is our song.


乌黑的发尾 盘成一个圈 缠绕所有对你的眷恋
隔著半透明门帘 嘴里说的语言 完全没有欺骗

屋顶灰色瓦片 安静的画面 灯火是你美丽那张脸
终于找到所有流浪的终点 你的微笑结束了 疲倦

千万不要说天长地久 免得你觉得我不切实际
想多么简单 就多么简单 是妈妈告诉我的哲理

脑袋都是你 心里都是你
念的都是你 全部都是你

乌黑的发尾 盘成一个圈 缠绕所有对你的眷恋
终于找到所有流浪的终点 你的微笑结束了疲倦

千万不要说天长地久 免得你觉得我不切实际
想多么简单 就多么简单 是妈妈告诉我的哲理
I'm Thinking Of You

那回城的票根 你留做纪念
剪一束头发 让我放在胸前
走到那里都有你陪 相随

乌黑的发尾盘成一个圈 缠绕所有对你的眷恋
那一种寸步不离的感觉 我知道就叫做永远

-Live Long & Prosper

Encounter Of The ... Kind

I don't think I have mentioned this in my previous entries but in my previous room, I had a visitor or a ghost/spirit or whatever you wanna call it but I'll just call it a visitor. Since this month is the "Hungry Ghost Month" if I'm not mistaken, I shall this story of mine.

It was one and a half years ago when my roommate and I moved into our previous room. I remember how unusually cooling the room is despite the being soo blazing hot outside but I didn't think much of it then cause cool room temperature here is a wonderful thing. However, the first night for us was very disturbing. We couldn't sleep well that night cause we were experiencing nightmares. I don't remember what they were but it was scary shit.

Then the next encounter was that the windows above my head were shut tight when I woke up one morning. The windows were super hard to shut to begin with and it would have made loads of noise closing it but somehow it was closed... Scary...

That went on throughout time I was there in that room though it wasn't frequent. The visitor wasn't disturbing us or anything much...

This semester, we got shifted to another block but with the same room design. I didn't really thought much of the visitor or anything of a sort seeing that this is a new room but one morning when I got up, my windows where shut tight... A sign... A familiar sign... I wouldn't, for any reason shut my windows and the windows here are broken...

Is it following us?

Who is it?

What does it want?

-Live Long & Prosper